PatrickKillian

It s been so long that I logged in here I forgotten my password and user name... over a year and half. So much has happened since I became a member here nearly ten years ago.  I have survived brutal divorce, got custody of my children, met my sweet 16 sweetheart after 30 years of no contact, fell in love all over again, moved to the eastern side of Washington in Deer Park, got married (I swore I never would again lol) and am living a good life raising our kids, on our little farm in our way of life. I have been very sick for a long time, my health was a mystery to doctors for many years, I had been misdiagnosed so many times I nearly gave up

Its been nearly a year since I last last wrote, God time moves fast.. I have been a member for over seven years, when I signed on my motivation was just to hangout with other artist, then the notion to sell my art came in as I was proved by family members.. My heart has never been geared for sales, even when in art school I bombed out in the last quarter when it was time to market ourselves.. It's been a theme for most my life, I inherently feel there is some kind of taboo mixing money with love but that feeling has slowly been weathering away now that I'm getting so much older and my children growing up.  I feel this clock ticking inside, I